I will -1 for many reasons.
1- Not active on forums at all, your staff app is the first thing and last thing you posted on forums.
2- Never been in help cc.
3- Never saw you on yell asking people if they need help.
4- Saw you many times asking your cc mates to +1 on your application with some other good words.
5- Any proof you were a staff member on other servers?
6- Not an experienced player.
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